I can’t wait (except actually, I can).

Jenelle Evans is married. Please, just let that sink in.

If you have no idea who I’m talking about, she’s one of the infamous starts of Teen Mom 2, and you should Google her right now. THAT girl found a life partner (well, okay, let’s be fair…they will probably be divorced in a year, BUT STILL).  I want to be upset about the fact that she’s married and I’m single, but you know, I just can’t be. Because even with all of the money she made by being a bad example on MTV, she still married a backwards hat loser. And you know how I feel about those guys.

Sometimes as single ladies we want to sit around a whine about our single status. We look at girls who we think have less to offer than we do, and yet, they are in relationships and we aren’t.  How is this real life?!? But single ladies, gather all of your facts first. Look at who they are dating. Look at their situation. Relationship does not equal happy. Happy=Happy.

I’m working really hard right now on practicing patience in all aspects of my life. The truth is, I just need more of it. But patience isn’t something that comes in a wrapped box from Santa; I have to develop it myself. And being patient means not running out and dating the first backwards hat loser that comes along—it means waiting for my lobster and for the right timing.


People sometimes ask me why I’m single (implying that I could easily find a guy to date) and I don’t always know how to answer. If you know me personally, then you know that aspects of my love life are messier than the Jell-o wrestling matches at the Cotton Eyed Joe on Wednesday nights (let me clarify that I can only assume those are messy. I’ve never been).  So it’s a tricky question all by itself. But the truth is, I don’t want to settle. I could name 5 guys off the top of my head that I could “date” if I wanted to right now. They would take me to dinner and attempt to entertain me with conversation and then attempt to take me home. But I want someone who thinks my soul is more beautiful than my outward appearance. And I want someone who is going to stick around for the long haul. I’ve said this a million times but I want REAL ridiculous love. And that means waiting– quite possibly forever.


“Being single used to mean that nobody wanted you. Now it means you’re pretty, sexy, & you’re taking your time deciding how you want your life to be & who you want to spend it with.”  — Sex & the City


I’m willing to wait. Because I know that somewhere out there God has a man planned for me that is ten times better than any man I’ve had before. One who will love me unconditionally and will always respect me. And one who will mean what he says and won’t change his mind daily about how he feels and what he wants. He’s out there, and I’m not going to settle for anyone who isn’t him. But in the meantime, I will definitely be buying lots of shoes to ease my loneliness.


You hear that Santa? Bring shoe storage. I’m running out of room in my closet (but not in my heart).

5 responses on “I can’t wait (except actually, I can).

  1. I have a friend who always says stuff like, ‘Even she’s married,’ about other girls we know. I keep reminding her that she wouldn’t date that girl’s husband – let alone marry him, so why shouldn’t he have married someone else! No point settling. Just wait your turn for someone truly amazing! ~ Abbie

  2. i think a lot of girls (including myself at times) think that people are automatically happy when they’re in a relationship. so your line “Relationship does not equal happy. Happy=Happy.” is something we should all remind ourselves.

    thank you for posting this!

  3. Even my horoscope told me this morning that I will have impatience in my romantic relationships. I think it’s a hurdle that we all face, because society tells us that we need to be in a relationship headed toward marriage to be “happy”. I’m finally realizing that I am the happiest I’ve been in a long time because I’m NOT focused on being happy in a relationship!

  4. I think that’s brilliant! Everyone tells me that if I’m not dating someone to potentially marry him, then why date him in the first place? I’m sitting there thinking to myself, well, because I want to have fun, damnit! I want to be happy and not worry about the stress of “is he husband material.” I’m not even 20 yet!

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